猴年要来了

还有一周就是猴年了。 过去的一周心情浮躁的不得了。喜忧参半。 原来的计划是爸爸妈妈, 我,小麦, 表妹, 小姨, 小姨夫和大姨妈在海南一起过年。 周三大姨妈都要去机场了, 舅舅却因为生病住进了医院,大姨妈就不得不取消了行程。 舅舅前段时间因为做完手术,没有按照医生的嘱咐好好休养, 结果得了血栓,情况还挺危险。 本来已经在海南的小姨和小姨夫也返回家乡照顾舅舅。 因为大姨妈的身体也不好。

爸爸经过六天在路上独自开车,从乌市出发前往海南, 终于到达海南。 实在是很了不起。 但也由于他已经开了好久的车, 再让他返回乌市实在是很辛苦。 我们就决定还是在海南过年。但就只有爸爸妈妈我和小麦还有表妹一起过年。表妹还挺难过失望的, 因为原本计划和她父母在海南一起过年, 现在计划也变了。所以说, 计划不如变化快,不要总把所有的事情都以为会按照想象的方向发展。人生不如意十有八九。中国老祖宗的话真是对的不得了。

舅舅在医院由小柳照顾,小柳去年这个时候就照顾我姥姥, 现在又是我舅舅, 真的不知道该怎么感激她。医生真的是一个很伟大的职业,人生里有这样一个好朋友,实在是难得。 我有时候也会回顾自己的职业, 总觉得好像欠缺些什么, 我的技能并不能实实在在的帮助很多人。我的收入也没有好到可以帮助家人。所以有时候还是觉得有些迷失的。

北京城已经渐渐变空了,地铁里很多人带着行李赶回家过年。 我们的航班是大年三十的晚上, 到了就初一了。如果姥姥还在的话我们肯定都会在大年三十前赶回乌市吃年夜饭。家有老,是个宝, 老人是把一家人聚在一起的核心。每逢佳节倍思亲,更思念的是那些离开了我们的亲人吧。

关于工作, 不知道为什么最近疲惫不堪, 也不是很忙, 就是没有积极性, 也没有目标。 不确定是不是应该和谁聊一下。 等过完年,再看看吧。

挺期待在海南过年的。第一个在中国南方度过的新年,不知道会是怎样的, 重要的是有爸爸妈妈和家人就好。 这就是最大的幸福。

The Big Short

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Last night M suggested we watch a movie about the 2008 financial crisis, I was a bit hesitate as I am a big fan of thrillers and horror movies. I don’t understand much about the finance world, I have one friend who works in the financial business , she told me its all about lies. I like money but I am not rich enough to have someone manage my assets, so I thought this movie probably going to bore me after 20 minutes.

Turns out as you may already guessed this is officially the best movie I have watched in 2016 !! It is a story about four individuals who saw the whole US finance system was a fraud, they bet against the big banks and rolled in lots of money after the market collapsed.  Their prediction was spot on and they trusted their research, had the guts to go for it despite everyone laughed at their decision. The best part of this film is how they find interesting ways to explain some financial jargons. Finance is not just about numbers, it is still a human invented game, unfortunately some of the worst human natures determine the outcome of it. The biggest take out for me is once again it confirms my belief that those rich and powerful in the higher place of the social ladder do not necessarily know what they are doing.

Look at what is happening around us, our environment is in a mess, terrorism attacks happening in an increasing rate, kids go starving and eating leaves in Syria, our whole food chain is corrupted by big corporation’s greed.  Good seed and water will be the most valued resources in the near future .  I told M we should buy a pot of land up north grow our own vegetables. There is no one to trust, not the government, not the system, not the authorities. We were taught to listen to the ones higher up in the society, look up to the rich and the powerful, they are successful and have their life sorted out. I think that’s all bullshit. No one knows better than another. Its about finding a way to look after yourself and your family. Coz this whole world is getting sick. We just do not want to face the truth. The truth sucks and it is scary.